Today our whole lives have changed
We have a son at last! His name is Pham Van Tinh, born August 13, 2006. I cant even describe how Im feeling right now. Its like everything looks different suddenly. To know that waiting on the other side of the world is a little baby. Waiting for us to come and bring him home. I love him already and I havent even seen his little face yet. This is what I have waited my whole life for. To be a mother. Little Tinh, I promise that I am going to try to be the best mother I can be for you.
Im shaking so bad that is hard to type! The agency called about an hour ago and since then I've been calling our friends and family spreading the good news around. One George gets home, we'll open the email together and see our childs face for the first time!!!!
This is the happiest day of my life. It will only be topped by having Tinh in our arms someday soon.
Seeing him for the first time
First off let me tell you just how in love I am with this little boy. I cant stop looking at his pic and thinking that hes waiting for his mom and dad. Waiting for US!
I spent a few hours yesterday calling family and friends, and sending emails spreading our happy news around. Didnt sleep much last night at all, but Tinh was the last thing I thought about before drifting off, and the first thing again this morning. For a minute I thought it might have been a dream. I had to get up and open the email again to see him. But yeah, its for real. We've found our son.
First off let me tell you just how in love I am with this little boy. I cant stop looking at his pic and thinking that hes waiting for his mom and dad. Waiting for US!
We sat down last night to open the email together and it was incredible just seeing this perfect little face! How sweet and so innocent. I had tears in my eyes, was shaking, and my heart was pounding.
This is what we have been waiting for for so many long years. All the pain. The tears and feelings of hopelessness. I've never felt so calm and at peace as I do now. All of a sudden the whole world looks different. It has a whole new meaning. Our lives have changed.
I spent a few hours yesterday calling family and friends, and sending emails spreading our happy news around. Didnt sleep much last night at all, but Tinh was the last thing I thought about before drifting off, and the first thing again this morning. For a minute I thought it might have been a dream. I had to get up and open the email again to see him. But yeah, its for real. We've found our son.