Happy Mothers Day

Most certainly my last one without a baby, right? Right?????? Sometimes Im wondering, I'll tell you that much. This week was our 4th anniversary so last night we went out for a nice dinner. There was a big family there who probably were trying to get their M-day celebration out of the way before the mobs hit on Sunday. They had a little newborn with them and it just tugged at my heart. Will that be me next year? Will I be out at a restaurant with a stroller beside me?

M-day for quite a while has been a holiday that I just try to hide from. Stay out of the Hallmark stores and stuff like that. I've missed my mom alot since shes been gone. Theres so many things she missed out on. Me graduating from school, moving out on my own and buying my first car, getting married, and now, preparing for my baby. It makes me sad, but I know shes cheering me on. All I can do now is take what I learned from her, and try to do right by my own children.

The picture is my mom with me and my brother.